New Year's Resolution:

Dear Tim,

Hey bro ... thanks for writing! Pretty tame here too. Ended up in a hot tub with a few friends at a hotel. What's nutz is that there were 5 of us (I was by myself) & the tub had room for 6 or 7. A guy named Keith ended up coming out of the health club & after making small talk we asked him to join us in drinking a few brews & a little wine. He was 31 - & well put together (really great looking guy).

He thought we were a bunch of guys on the town looking to pick up some chicks. After he stuck his foot in his mouth (we all kinda look'n at each other & grinning), we told him we had no use for 'chicks'. He got this strange expression on his face like "as if" mixed with "huh?". A little while passed & a couple of more bottles of wine went around he asked if we were really gAy -- at which we said, "not really ... g0y". We tried to explain it to him & I even made him remember the website URL (I can train people to do almost anything -- except ski through a revolving door). He seemed a little timid about the whole thing but seemed to relax when he realized no one there wanted to BF him.

We shot the breeze for another half hour until the heat got too much & because it was late, we all went to our rooms. About 2 hours later (at 4AM) there was a knock at my door & it was Keith. He said he visited the website & asked if I'd mind talking. The guy started in on explaining his past & how he was raised ... & as he got to what he really wanted to say he began to fall to pieces emotionally. Turns out the website really hit home & I suspect the alcohol had lowered his inhibitions enough to admit to it (he wasn't plastered ... just buzzed). Anyhow, when I sat down beside him & put an arm around his shoulders the guy totally fell apart...I mean if you've ever seen another guy really cry hard so that he can't even speak. It must be really tough to lack validation for so long, ya know. Too str8 for the gay world but really wanting that masculine connection.

Anyhow ... hug became a massage & I ended up unwrapping him like a late x-mas present. The dude was a total package too ;-)
I gave him a head2toe body massage (used almost half a bottle of lotion). Must have lasted over an hour - he had a giant 10" erection during the whole thing & he was leaking prejizz like I've never seen before. When I got done massaging him, I killed the light & crawled into bed pec2pec, rod2rod on top of the guy. I told him the only rule was "no thrusting" because I wanted to be with the whole package not just a guys cock.

I guess cut guys need more stimulation than us uncut dudes because he just laid there breathing heavy with his arms & legs wrapped around me. It was getting pretty slimy down there as he kept leaking jizz (pretty darn erotic too). After about a half hour (OK, maybe not that long ... but at least 5 minutes ;-), my balls were aching pretty bad to empty their payload & his dick kept stiffening - with less & less time between pulses. 

Anyway, he began to kiss along my neck, cheeks & then got to my lips; & because my mouth was open some he just slid the old tongue right on in. Anyhow, the whole chemistry thing was right & even his use of his tongue was totally respectful, gentle & peppered with a little humility. My dick began to throb faster which touched his off (to where it had wanted to be for almost 2 hours; & did he ever thrust ;-) Just once, but I knew he couldn't help it as he emptied his nutt in one of the longest, messiest goo sequences I've ever experienced. All his major muscle groups were crawling around underneath me as he emptied his payload. Of course, my ass was so tight my lower back cracked as I shot. Overall, it was quite a stress reducer & we cuddled up & slept a few. Keith told me he had no idea being with another dude could feel so good ... like the emotional connection made the climax that more satisfying. Anyhow, I've introduced him to some more g0ys & we're gonna stay in touch as much as his travel allows. He's a way-happy camper now. Maybe he'll post here.

- Thanks for writing!